TWENTY ELEVEN

It's the time for resolutions once more but we all know we can follow our dreams any day of the year, it just really depends on how we feel and what we are going through and all other factors affecting our lives and stuff. So it really is safe to say that we don't have the right to judge people who've made long listas for the new year but unable to accomplish anything over a month.

How defensive.

I haven't had alcohol on the first day of the year and it doesn't feel right but I spent hours in the kitchen cooking for a party of 100. I think I've gotten sick, been coughing and wheezing and having minor headaches. I'll survive this.

Instead of making new year's resolutions, I decided to try to continue what I've been doing since the last quarter of 2010.

I drew and painted, I cooked and wrote and blogged about it and I stayed at home a lot more (which made my parents really freakin' happy). All I'm willing to do now is to stop worrying too much about the future because 1. worrying is pointless and 2. the future should worry about me. I really did LOL IRL.

Seriously, worrying got me nowhere.

I don't know what it is with 2011 but I have a really strong gut feel that it's going to be a much better year than 2010 the same way I kind of felt near the end of 2009 that 2010 is going to suck.

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